i'm back, and other things

bet ya'll thought i was gone. to be honest, i've been preoccupied and occupied and whatever that mess means... but stealing a line from a previous deleted post, out of a blurred mess comes the clarity you pray for all along. i've grown weary of mpls and cannot wait to move on at this point. when you are ready to leave high school for college, that hesitation for the unknown is present in everyone. but that soon disappears as you grow to love the people and the experience that is college. now that feeling is gone. i am tired of college as it has become high school and i am ready to move on to whatever experience is ahead of me, which i know is far, far away from here. i wish more than anything that i was student teaching now and on to my career. i spent the last weekend with my dad coaching freshman basketball and realized that teaching kids is what i need to be doing right now. i'm not going to apologize for having goals. i'm not going to apologize for being who i am. i've pretty much established at this point that i'm becoming an old man, but i guess, who gives a f*ck except me.